I'm Leaving Fort Collins in Two Months and Two Days

I'm leaving Fort Collins in two months and two days.  And I don't even really know where I'm going.  It's pretty harsh to leave a week and a half after graduation, but wtf else would I do?  I've been complaining about this place ever since I got here.  Now I'm gonna leave with a degree in my hands.  Mission accomplished, right?

Well, the thing is that I have all these heavy feelings and stuff.  I have friends here - friends that I feel like I'm close to being, like, really uberbro with, but I got to school all the time and ride my bike around by myself and shit.  I really wish that I could just have a crowd of fawners lamenting every day closer to when I move - holding out their arms, but none of us can stop it.

Anyway, what bums me out the most, of course, is the fear that I'll never get to make out with all the girls that I have crushes on before I leave.  I've sort of given up on the idea of having any kind of "relationship."  But can't I just make out with everyone before I leave?

Too bad I have all this school to do while I'm supposed to be throwing awkward hail Mary passes to all the ladies that I love, in my casual way.